august 12, 2009 . He was my first love . The guy i thought i could trust . the guy that i thought was different from every other guy . the guy that tought me so many things . We have so many amazing memories together . He made me feel complete , like nothing else mattered when i talked to him . he always seemed to listen and care about what happend to me . Yet , he was the one that broke me till i hit the ground . He made me feel like shit . like i wasn't good enough for no one . i stopped trusting people because of him . Even though i fell hard for him like never before he tought me that nothing is always is what it seems. So what if he says he loves you everyday ? whats if he says he cares ? next thing you know they run off to another girl . I learned to be strong because of him . I learned that as much as i put myself down with everything he told me , I could get back up and just do me . Ya we don't talk anymore . But regardless of everything that he did he will forever hold a special place in my heart . 08.12.09 He was my first love , bestfriend , My everything .